Is that it? Now, I am in Europe and have the worst time ever. Nobody to talk. Nobody to love. Nobody to live.
This is what I feel these days. Completely alone.
Now, I am thinking about killing myself again. Is it possible?
I just want to talk to you my fishi. I know you hate me. But I need your voice. your presence. I have not imagined this life. I am sure I was wrong. But what can I do?
I stuck in this f*cking life.
I have nothing to say anymore.
God please help me to die. This is the last thing I want. Please. Are you there? I need this death.
Is it really hard to understand what I want? I know no body can see me. I really hate this life. Where are you my love? I wish I can do something to bring you into my life. I need you. Maybe more than ever.
Everyday I just think about how I can touch you, feel you, and love you more.
I know I am crazy. I probably never see again.
I do not know what to do.
I can not live without you.
I regret my past with you every second of my life.
I hope I can be with you soon.
Pleas God, help me.
I love my goddess more than any thing and any one in my life.
My fishi.
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